I have a Bird in spring | Affiliated Manuscripts

H L17 (Fr4A)

ca. 1854, August

Ink | Fair copy

On embossed stationery

Poem embedded in a message to Susan Gilbert Dickinson.

Tuesday morning –

Sue – you can go or stay –

There is but one alternative –

We differ often lately, and this

must be the last.

You need not fear to leave me

lest I should be alone, for

I often part with things I fan-

cy I have loved, –  sometimes to

the grave, and sometimes to an

oblivion rather bitterer than

death – thus my heart bleeds

so frequently that I shant

mind the hemorrhage, and I only

add an agony to several previous

ones, and at the end of day re-

mark a bubble burst!

Such incidents would grieve

me when I was but a child,

and perhaps I could have wept

Recipient

Lucretia Gunn Dickinson Bullard (b. 1806–d. 1885)

Dickinson’s paternal aunt.

Inclusive dates of correspondence: 1864. Letters, 3; poems, 2.