If I should'nt be alive | Affiliated Manuscripts

H 72 (Fr210A)

ca. 1861, winter

Ink | Fair copy | Bound (fascicle 12)

On laid, cream, blue-ruled stationery, embossed with a queen's head above the letter L in a decorative frame

Retained in Dickinson's archive.
  If I should′nt be alive
When the Robins come,
Give the one in Red Cravat,
A Memorial crumb –

If I could′nt thank you,
Being fast asleep,
You will know I′m trying
With my Granite lip!

I′ve heard an Organ talk, sometimes –

In a Cathedral Aisle,

And understood no word it said –

Yet held my breath, the while –

 

And risen up – and gone away,

A more Bernardine Girl –

Yet – knew not what was done to me

In that old Chapel Aisle.