I am ashamed – I hide – | Affiliated Manuscripts

H 40 (Fr705A)

ca. 1863

Ink | Fair copy | Bound (fascicle 33)

On laid, cream, lightly-ruled stationery, embossed with a capitol within a plain horizontal oval

Retained in Dickinson's archive.

I am ashamed – I hide –
What right have I – to be a
Bride –
So late a Dowerless Girl –
Nowhere to hide my dazzled
Face –
No one to teach me that
new Grace –
Nor introduce – My soul –

 

Me to adorn – How – tell –
Trinket – to make Me beautiful –
Fabrics of Cashmere –
Never a Gown of Dun – more –
Raiment instead – of Pompadour –
For Me – My soul – to wear –

 

Fingers – to frame my Round Hair
Oval – as Feudal Ladies wore –
Far Fashions – Fair –